I'm better off on my own, Always have been.

I'm sorry Mich that you have to hear every problem I'm facing, I'm sorry for venting it everything on you.

Caught Transformers, Swear on my underpants it was super orzsome. But i cried like a baby when i thought Bumble Bee was going to die. Tsk waste my tears only but heck it, Its certainly worth the money and all plus we went like 1030am at Cineleisure so wasnt crowded at all.

Happy that i killed my triceps today #happykid

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Anyway i know my text messages to you is getting shorter and shorter or perhaps just cold. Haven't been myself lately maybe because there's 987654321 things on my mind right now. I don't know how to talk to you about how sucky I'm feeling, afraid you will say something bad but you know what happened in the past it still lingers around my lil brain. Partly because i still think i can't forgive you but trust me i really really tried. I don't think anyone been through what I've been through. Don't think anyone would even bother fighting as much as i do. It's such a miracle I'm still standing strong but how much longer, I have no idea. Each time i look at you, I just wish you would cherish me more because if i didn't fight this war. We won't even be holding each other. I'm still waiting for the day you will be grateful instead of taking everything for granted because sometimes it's best to let go. Came across someone blogger, read it all up because of temptations. I realised you were better of with 'them'. I think fighting for you was the biggest mistake I've ever done. Maybe both of us will be happier off on our seperate ways. Nobody enjoy digging out the past but how can one not think of it if they are being neglected all over again. I don't know, I just wanna disappear for a while and come back in a new chapther. I wish i had a memory of a golfish. I just hope before you hurt me again, I wanna remind you how i counted the number of days you will be back and only to find out I'm no longer important, How i just look at you from far when you're with 'them', hoping you will remember me. How i always tried to be there for you even though you met someone new in your life. How i kept hoping for a miracle to happen and even after that those things you kept from me. Those lies, I still give in to you. Still treat you the best, first priortity and everything else you could ask for and yet I'm still no where to stand in your heart. If you're reading, Please can't you see how much I've been through. I don't feel like replying you anymore. When are you going to change? I'm tired.

BETTER OFF ON MY OWN.

Eating is a war.

Damn blur because we were damn 'gan-chiong', afraid we get caught for photo taking.

They said i grow a lot but i doubt so, i feel like i've been stuck in the same size for damn long or maybe its just me. Oh well gotta eat more, gonna wake up early to cook my chicken.
Gym twice today, one in the afternoon and one at night. Abit hardcore but i gotta work harder.
Imma be a big big kid :B

Some say it's not over, Untill it's over but i guess this is really over now.

There's something i gotta say before i let you go.

Listen, When you have fight with him. Sometimes you cry and i feel sad and blue, i become hopeful.

My heart aches secretly then just a hint of your smile can make me feel fine again.

To keep you from finguring out how i feel about you because then we would drift apart.

I hold my breath, Bite my lips. Oh please leave him and come to me.

Baby, Please don't take his hand because you should be my lady. I've been waiting for you for so long.

Please look at me now, When the music starts you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him.

How i prayed every night this day will never come. The wedding dress you're wearing, It's not me standing next you.

You never knew how i felt about you and i hated you so.

Sometimes i wished you would be unhappy. Now i have no more tears left to cry.

When I'm by myself, I talk to you like you're here. I felt so restless every night.

Maybe I've known all along that this would happen. I close my eyes and dream an endless dream.

Baby, Don't hold his hand when he comes to you.

Please be happy with him so that i can forget you. Please forget how miserable i looked.

It's going to unbearably hard for me. For such a long time, I lived in an illusion like a fool.

She is still smiling at me, So brightly at me