Over.

I will never forget the 'lie' you kept from me, all those times you treated me like a real fool after what i've done for you. I still don't get how heartless you are to treat me like this and treat someone so much better with someone who isn't worth it at all. I looked back i feel like i'm no match because deep down you know you love the person more. Don't call me ridiculous when you can't even show me that i'm wrong. You're such a loser. I don't know when will you ever come to your senses, fucking hell. I feel like breaking down right now like a baby. I feel like i've been acting someone who i'm not for the past 2 years. Living like as if this is not my life. Couldn't lead a proper life because you're so afraid of what people would think of you if they found out and yet you don't know that i'm still standing on my two feet trying to be strong but the longer i stand the faster i'm gonna walk away. Walk away from this 'lie' we have been hiding. I feel like as if the walls are drawing closer to me, craving to crash me into million pieces. I'm burn out over the weights im trying to carry on my shoulder. The feeling of having to stand miles away, fucking sux to the max. I really don't know how much longer i can take it but i know i'm gonna give up real soon. I just wanna be somewhere i can be myself, really really be myself. Don't care what the world will say. I need to stop holding on something that isn't mine to begin with because eventually it will slip away. I just want to be alone. There's no point if this carry on. It's just sad knowing i'm not worth it, knowing that all the things i wanted to do with you and i couldn't, wait i didn't even have any chance to. I'm done with fighting. Done with giving in and giving chances because it will never work out. I've reach the end zone. I'm sorry, Goodbye.

Cruel world.